1. |
Gotta Go Home
03:44
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I hate this so much
Could I really be losing my touch?
Maybe it’s what you said
Maybe it’s all in my head
I feel I’m losing control
This feeling’s been taking a toll
Just a matter of time
‘Til I fine-ly lose my mind
So I sit here with a pen
Hoping it’ll be okay
Can’t help but wonder when
It’ll all go away
I’ll get it back
Just gotta go home
Be on the right track
Just gotta go home
So I won’t (so I won't) be alone (be alone)
You don't understand
Just gotta go home
I don't have a plan
I just gotta go home
So I won’t (so I won't) be alone (be alone)
I just gotta get home
Should I take a happy pill?
I might but I’m scared it will
Change who I really am
‘Cause the doctors don’t give a damn
Can’t fake smile anymore
Gotta leave, gotta walk out that door
I’m such a cranky prick
Been trying to change it
So I sit here with a pen
Hoping it’ll be okay
Can’t help but wonder when
It’ll all go away
I’ll get it back
Just gotta go home
Be on the right track
Just gotta go home
So I won’t (so I won't) be alone (be alone)
You don't understand
Just gotta go home
I don't have a plan
I just gotta go home
So I won’t (so I won't) be alone (be alone)
I just gotta get home
It’s too easy to listen
Without feeling the pain
It’s too hard for me to tell you
Everything and explain
I’m not the only one to blame
If nothing’s the same
So I sit here with a pen
Hoping it’ll be okay
Can’t help but wonder when
It’ll all just go my way
I’ll get it back
Just gotta go home
Be on the right track
Just gotta go home
So I won’t (so I won't) be alone (be alone)
You don't understand
Just gotta go home
I don't have a plan
I just gotta go home
So I won’t (so I won't) be alone (be alone)
I just gotta get home
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2. |
Float
03:19
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When you get the chance, call my friends
The ones I love the most
When you tell them how it ends
You’ll look like you saw a ghost
I always enjoyed my time
Though I’d prefer to be here
T’was a brutal crime
What happened is what we fear
I know that you’re all grieving
This life is so unfair
It was strange leaving
I know you all care
It’s time to leave
Close the door
I don’t believe
I’ve been here before
I’ll miss you
But not as much
As you will
You’ll miss my touch
Is this good for the company
It was on my mind
My only reality
How could I have been so blind
We make sure our clothes are nice
And always try to look good
I did pay the price
I did what do what a person would
It’s funny how we’re all naive
And think we’re so smart
We'll find truth when we leave
Our lives fall apart
It’s time to leave
Close the door
I don’t believe
I’ve been here before
I’ll miss you
But not as much
As you will
You’ll miss my touch
Don't take a shower in your sorrow
'Cause remember you could be gone tomorrow
It’s your life, it’s your soul, don’t borrow
From other people you don’t know
How far your potential could go
It’s time to leave
Close the door
Don’t believe
I’ve been here before
I’ll miss you
But not as much
As you will
Time to leave
Close the door
Don’t believe
I’ve been here before
I’ll miss you
But not as much
As you will
You’ll miss my touch
I'll miss you so much
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3. |
Daydream
04:14
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Oh, there’s no trouble
I just can’t sleep
Been seeing double
The penalty is steep
When she’s near
I can’t make out what’s playing
Hard to hear
We can make out- just saying
Come closer
I didn’t touch her
You’re further
...This... can’t... be... over...
It’s time we say goodbye now
I can’t help but ask: Why now?
She’s beautiful
But so blinded
I didn’t know
If I just spoke you would’ve minded
Will you let it go
I’m beginning to feel regret
Geez, I didn’t know
Yet you still fret
Come closer
I didn’t touch her
You’re further
...This... can’t... be... over...
It’s time we say goodbye now
I can’t help but ask: Why now?
It’s been while
You changed your style
I like your hair
I’m well aware
I really do care
Come closer
I didn’t touch her
You’re further
...This... can’t... be... over...
It’s time we say goodbye now
I can’t help but ask: Why now?
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4. |
Convocation
03:13
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It’s so weird to think about
In a few months we’ll all be gone
Four years went by, did you figure out
What you’re gonna do, as life moves on
Will you make it happen?
Will you do what you said you would?
Just take action
And it’ll all be good
Ya gotta go, gotta go
Get it, get it
Can’t be slow, can’t be slow
Forget it, forget it
I’m excited to see
Who we’ll all be
After all of this is done
It’s not a competition
But for some reason
I wanna be number one
After this is done
Convocation!
Everyone moves on with their lives
I wonder who I’ll stay in touch with
Soon all my friends will have wives
There’s gonna be such a shift
Will we all be happy?
Would we have done what we said we would?
I guess we’ll see
I think it’ll all be good
Ya gotta go, gotta go
Get it, get it
Can’t be slow, can’t be slow
Forget it, forget it
I’m excited to see
Who we’ll all be
After all of this is done
It’s not a competition
But for some reason
I wanna be number one
After this is done
Convocation!
I hope there’s a reason for all of this
But there’s probably not
We’ll just have to take life for what it is
Enjoy what we’ve got
Ya gotta go, gotta go
Get it, get it
Can’t be slow, can’t be slow
Forget it, forget it
I’m excited to see
Who we’ll all be
After all of this is done
It’s not a competition
But for some reason
I wanna be number one
After this is done
Convocation!
I’m excited to see
Where we’ll all be
After all of this is done
It’s such a competition
That's the main reason
I wanna be number one
Just to say I've won
Convocation
Convocation
Convocation!
Convocation!
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5. |
Hearts You Steal
03:49
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Have you ever had the thought
Always wanting more than you’ve got
So I will be right here
When you're alone, it can hurt
But being together takes work
That's what I fear
Too many times I just wanna be by myself
But then I sit with you at the restaurant
And no longer have doubts
I think this is what I want
If I hold you
Will it be real
If I told you
It's love- how will you feel?
Don't make a big deal
Not my fault that ...hearts .. you ...steal
When it comes to love, I fail
What can I do to freshen up what's stale
I will do anythin’
I might try to do it online
On there my confidence is ‘all the time’
In my pics I'm thin
Too many times I just wanna be by myself
But then we watch a play at the theatre
And I fine-ly figure out
Wishing this is how things were
When I hold you
Will it be real
When I told you
It's love- how did that make you feel?
Don't make a big deal
Not my fault that ...hearts .. you ...steal
Not really one to cuddle
Can't be very subtle
So what- I'm not romantic
I ;ike to argue semantics
Just go with it
God damn it
Oh, go with it
If she left
We'd call it theft
A fresh start
Without a heart
When I hold you
It will be real
When I told you
It's love- how does that make you feel?
Don’t make a big deal
Not my fault
Not my fault
It’s not my fault
That hearts you steal
It’s my heart that you steal
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6. |
World of Grey
04:35
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Doors don’t just open
Sometimes it’s just a crack
Gotta know when to go
You can’t look back
Call yourself a visionary
Say whatever you want
‘Cause you’re only who you say you are
You’re only what you flaunt
Life’s not black and white
There’s gray between the spit
While everyone feels jealousy
You’ll become who you wanna be
It’s not all black and white
Soon enough you’ll get it right
You’ll get your way
In this world of gray
Doors start to close
Prevail- it’s the only way
You’ll be arrogant
People won’t like what you say
But you gotta get through this
Even when you’re pissed
No sense in gettin’ angry
You wanna be missed
Life’s not black and white
There’s gray between the spit
While everyone feels jealousy
You’ll become who you wanna be
It’s not all black and white
Soon enough you’ll get it right
You’ll get your way
In this world of gray
They laugh at me and say it’s unrealistically impossible
I say fuck all you small minded thinking people
And then there are those who have such high expectations
Keep up the expectations
Life’s not black and white
There’s gray between the spit
While everyone feels jealousy
You’ll become who you wanna be
It’s not all black and white
Soon enough you’ll get it right
You’ll get your way
In this world of gray
We live in a world of gray
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7. |
Spotlight
04:19
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Can't deny that I love the attention
I was getting some but now I've got none
I would feel so big
Accomplished for what I did
Keep up my appearance
While the conversations were dense
Whatever I'd say
Was sculpted in some way
I don't know anyone anymore
Old news when I was adored
It was so bright
Shining in my eyes
It's not like it was before
That feeling I wanna feel more
It felt so right
Natural highs
That spotlight
Shining In my eyes
In my eyes
When you're out and about in public
It's important to be somewhat authentic
'cause they watch you
Every move you do
Those days when you feel out of style
When in doubt just stand there and smile
Won't go away
Running out of things to say
I don't know anyone anymore
Old news when I was adored
It was so bright
Shining in my eyes
It's not like it was before
That feeling I wanna feel more
It felt so right
Natural highs
That spotlight
Shining In my eyes
In my eyes
If you can believe
I'm not yet relieved
I didn't achieve
What I feel is a need
If you can believe
I'm not yet relieved
I didn't achieve
What I feel is a need
What I'd love to achieve
What I need to succeed
I don't know anyone anymore
Old news when I was adored
It was so bright
Shining in my eyes
It's not like it was before
That feeling I wanna feel more
It felt so right
Natural highs
That spotlight
That spotlight shining
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8. |
Falling
02:51
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You can fall asleep in my arms
It’ll all be fine
I’ve been waiting for an answer
Can I call you mine?
We’ll argue, but...
I still want you
It doesn’t make sense
But I like how things went
Oh, don’t you?
... Don’t you?
Oh, there’s no doubt
I’ll say this, then do that
(I’ll do that)
I’ll figure it out
Where are you at?
(where are you at?)
Butterflies in my stomach
As I’m calling (as I call)
Are making me such a wreck
I’ve been falling
Fifty dollars later- I’m broke
I hope you’re worth it (so worth it)
It was a sober date, I’d say
Hard for me to sit
I want you, but...
Don’t know what to do
I’m always awkward
Things- sometimes altered
Aren’t you?
Aren’t you?
Oh, there’s no doubt
I’ll say this, then do that
(I’ll do that)
I’ll figure it out
Where are you at?
(where are you at?)
Butterflies in my stomach
As I’m calling (as I call)
Are making me such a wreck
I’ve been falling
I don’t want to complicate
Anything anymore
We’ve been on a few dates
But it felt like more
Like we’ve met before
That’s what I call rapport
Oh, there’s no doubt
I’ll say this, then do that
Can’t figure it out
Where are you at?
Butterflies in my stomach
As I’m calling (as I call)
Are making me such a wreck
I’ve been falling
I’m still falling
Butterflies in my stomach
As I’m calling
Are making me such a wreck
I’ve been falling
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9. |
Sex w/ Clothes
02:44
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I’m feeling the vibe
All dark with some flash
You’re on the other side
Who cares about my past
I gotta figure out how
To get through the crowd
You’re comin’
I’m wantin’...
wantin’ some
I love Big City Lights
Their new stuff's catchy
This chick is just so nice
She’s lookin’ sexy
How do I ask her to bail
For me to get tail
Sex w/ clothes
We all know
I never fail
Does confidence
Help you get it
Ask me how it went
...in a bit
Hasn’t happened yet
I wanna get sweat-y
Make your clothes all wet
You’re getting up on me
How far can I get?
With someone who’s so pretty
Can you and I be?
We’ll see
I never lose
Unless I’m in a funk
I'ma drink more booze
As if I weren’t drunk
Let’s leave, let’s go
There’s this place I know
You want in
I’m comin’
Not too slow
K, that was fun
I’ll call you a cab
As you see I’m done
I even paid your tab
This was an NSA thing
You let me in
Sex w/ clothes
We all know
I always win
Does confidence
Help you get it
Ask me how it went
...in a bit
Hasn’t happened yet
I wanna get sweat-y
Make your clothes all wet
You’re getting up on me
How far can I get?
With someone who’s so pretty
Can you and I be?
We’ll see
Let’s get out of here
I live around the corner
When the coast is clear
I’ll man up man up man up man up and ask her
Let’s leave the club I can’t hear
And take this touching further
Really nothing to fear
Just man up, man up, man up, man up and ask her
Does confidence
Help you get it
I'll tell you how it went
...in a bit
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10. |
One Night Stand
03:22
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We all feel lust
It’s human nature, it’s a must
Oh, the feeling
Could turn into something so revealing
What was between us
Is now behind us
Scratching the surface
Oh, go away... go away... go...
No come my way... come my way
You said “I love you”
But it wasn’t true
You cried “I need you”
I don’t know what to do
This thing we call love is overrated
It’s desire that often goes understated
Whoa-ohh...
Go...
I miss your smile
Haven’t seen it in a while
Oh, the loud laugh
Could turn into so much wrath
Our thoughts rewind us
They will remind us
What’s under the surface
Oh, go away... go away... go...
No come my way... come my way
You said “I love you”
But it wasn’t true
You cried “I need you”
I don’t know what to do
This thing we call love is overrated
It’s desire that often goes understated
Whoa-ohh...
Go...
And as expected
I don’t know what to do
So I write about you
But I respected
Your opinion
And every single view
You yelled “I love you”
But it wasn’t true
You cried “I need you”
I don’t know what to do
This thing we call love is overrated
It’s desire
It's desire
It's desire that often goes understated
Whoa-ohh...
Go...
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11. |
Bruised
03:04
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It feels nice
To be liked
Great nights
Without fights
But it doesn’t happen... very often
Yell and scream
It’s no dream
Nightmares
Many scares
It didn’t seem. like... you’d be mean
The slap left a mark
That'll never go away
Why did I start
Caring
Writing
Swearing
Fighting
Things never seem to go my way
Your problems
Do hurt them
You know
Where to go
Exactly what to do... What? It’s so true!
You don’t care
You still swear
Keep it classy
Don’t ask me
‘Cause I’m not that high up... oh, just shut up!
The slap left a mark
That'll never go away
Why did I start
Caring
Writing
Swearing
Fighting
Things never seem to go my way
You’ve always been a bitch
You know it
Everyone knows
Will you make the switch?
I doubt it
We’ll see how it goes
The slap left a mark
That will never go away
Why did you start
Swearing
Slighting
Hurting
Fighting
Things never seem to go my way
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12. |
Will I Know?
04:24
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I've only known you for a bit
But I know I'm not crazy
You must also feel it
It can't just be me
The obsession's healthy
It can't just be me
Together we'll be wealthy
Someday you'll see
Will I ever know?
If we'll be a pair
Am I over thinking it
Should I even care?
Not being myself
Putting on a show
Am I even good enough
Will I ever know?
I know you're with somebody else
You're just so dependent
Can't be by yourself
That's the text you sent
Why can't you get off my mind
That's the text I sent
Doesn't happen all the time
This is different
Will I ever know?
If we'll be a pair
Am I over thinking it
Should I even care?
Not being myself
Putting on a show
Am I even good enough
Will I ever know?
Oh what the hell
Who needs ti know each other well
Oh I so fell
In this this trap/ for your spell
Will I ever know?
If we'll be a pair
Am I over thinking it
Should I even care?
Not being myself
Putting on a show
Am I even good enough
Will I ever know?
You're with this other guy
And you're both my friends
What? It's not a lie
It's what I need to pretend
... To get to you
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